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Fallen: yU ting
Time: 15 yrs
Location: zh0nghua sec0ndary
Status: Alone-Running Out of Time and Still Holding On Tightly To Her

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September 2004 October 2004

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dreamx . reality

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``hEaRt fElt

I dunno how long i can stay standing on my own. I need sum1 4 support. That person iz u. I noe evrything iz too impossible alreadi but i'll wait...
[[No Matter How Long I Have 2 Wait And Even Though I Know That There Is Nothing At The Other End, At Least I Know EveryThing Is And Was Worth It...]]
We had a beautiful beginning of da +fairytale+... i was reluctant 2 step into de story at first though i was interested in wad it had held 4 me in suspense. But... eventually u were de 1 hu gave me de courage 2 assume dat role of de author of dat beri fairytale we had once believed in. I took da first step n fell right deep into it... Yet nw u called de shots n i am left juz like dat after fallin' n not being saved...
Wad can possibly be harsher than dis cruel reality... However so, at least i knew rite at da start, since i followed my heart, it aso meant dat i decided 2 follow wadeva miracles u wld create 4 us... I have no regrets...
[[No Matter How Harsh Dis Reality Shall Be, I Shall Not Run Away From It...]]
[[I Noe Wad My Heart Says N I Shall Follow It 2 Whereva It Brings me 2...]]
............ It Told Me 2 Stay* At Whr De Story Stopped ...........

Now, I am so lost N confuse...
Pls, be my Guardian Light...
Lead me out of this dreaded darkness...

wAiTiNg n wAiTiNg 4 as long as u live in my soul :'(
Lovin' U...


``tHe fAcT

You moulded me for who i am.
I tried 2 become ya guardian angel
While U were also the source which provided me with
Endless Energy and Self Confidence

You made me believe in myself and
Whatever i do... Yet
Little did i expect dat eventually
U became de reason why
Me, Everything bout' me and my Confidence

++[wAs sHatteReD]++

*pls... help me piece back da pieces of da puzzle n not leave it lying arnd... Its in a mess now :'(
I Love You...
I guess i will nv get 2 ~feel~ de meaning behind "The Greatest Thing You'll Eva Learn... Is Just 2 Love... And Be Loved In Return"
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004


Well exam cumin le... feelin da pressure yet de feelin iz juz so numb... dunno y... well i guess im alreadi numb 2 everything arnd me le... nth can possibly hit me worse of than dat*... haiz... everydae pining, waiting, hoping... Wad a fool i am... yet i still wait... hopin miracle 2 happen.... Aniwae, sumtimes itz juz so saddening dat i simply tell myself... if onli dis was all a joke... though too harsh a joke... lest... i wldnt b in such a plight... Wad can i possibly do? Wads done cannot be undone... Reality iz juz so cruel... If onli i can escape into another realm... tHe ReAlm wHeRe fAnTaSy n dReAmS cUm tRuE... haiz...

Went up so high yet could not escape the reality of falling wif a thud...
*It Does Hurt A LOT Even If U Dun Feel It* sobz* :'-(


yU tInG Fell At
6:49 PM
**u mAy n0rt sEnSe iT, dEy mAy nOt sEe iT,**
bUrT iM sUrE u mUz hAb fElt iT...
~dE sEeD oF mY t0rMeNt~
**-+[fAlLeN_aN93L]+-**



x * lyrics * x



So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

CHORUS

You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh oh, oh...

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So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

CHORUS

You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh oh, oh...

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So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

CHORUS

You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh oh, oh...

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